Monday, 29 December 2008


hey peeps~
i am back~
weets~
yea..
the below pics is one of my most updated ones..
with extension to copper red hair to black..

haven been updating for times.. here is a brief update of my holidays..

haha..
did play ard with the dress..
this is one of my fav ones..


then.. Angela's wedding dinner..
chio rites..
muahha
she is my oldest cousin..
haha..
heng that day jam's is not there.. if not something will happen..
tried the RELAX CHOYA with royal honey..
15% alc..
no kik..
drink till like siao..
still no effect..
haha.
cause angela is there to drink with me~
no la..
cause mum trained me since young..
so.. i am not that easily drunk..
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2008 ending soon..
hope all misunderstanding will be solved in year 2009..
a new year a new start.
hee~
love,
guigui


Saturday, 20 December 2008

it have been quite a long time since i ever really post a NORMAL post..
first..
for those who had saw me last week, i changed my hair color FOR FREE..
second..
i feel like i am not so into a relationship since the last time..
nt confidence enough to face a new challenge. 
and i already shake off my emotion my feelings.
as in.. nt thinking of the past anymore..
thats what i should do in the first place right??
after suffering for so many month, its time for me to change.. 
time for me to let go.. time for me to prepare A ULTRA BIG SCOLDING SESSION FROM MY SCHOOL TEACHERS.
MS BAYE, MRS TAN and MR TAY..
well i know the reason also la..
dint attend the counsellor camp..
no consent form.. no alert..
then went MIA..
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ms baye called..
SCREAM @ ME SIA..
but, i dint even know there is a camp in school.. 
and after the ATC and the annual camp experiences, mum decided not to let me attend school camp anymore..
afraid that i will get sick again..
well.. i think she scolded ms baye.. 
cause if i am not wrong, Ms baye shouted @ my mum thinking that thats me on the line..
zzz
and of cause, my mum scream back @ her.. 
then when ms baye realized that the one on the phone is my mum, she kept quiet and let my mum lecture...
Ms Baye crap with her.. mum crap with ms baye.
then ms baye BTH.. decided to GIVE ME COUNSELING ONCE SCHOOL REOPENS and DETENTION(s)..
if she do craps like this, i think mum will do something crazy to sack the teacher away...
either they all leave the school, or i leave....

back to my topics today..
its all about my feelings actually..
someone did something very terrible to me this year..
and to some of you, you all might not forgive the person..
but guess what?
i forgive them..=)
if a guy/girl eventually brk with you without a valid reason or have affairs with another person,
will you forgive them so easily??
i bet no right??
but you see..
we people have to forgive and forget..
like me.. XD
leaving in my own world with my stitch, piglet laptop and my N73.
and GOD!!
during all my hard-times, i only remember god but no one else..
but.. you will realized that when you are happy and when you are with someone you love very much, you eventually forget god..

yea..
now i think i am gonna blog about my relationship emotion here..
drop every thing here..
did go with quite a few numbers of guys.
meet both good and bad..
the good one will really take care of you when you are sick etc..
bad one will just went MIA and flirt with girls in front of you..
human are like this..
we all have both good and bad sides..
agree??
life seems so happy when you are with THOSE LOVE ONES..
but when the both of you quarrel and break, the girl will think this way..
thinking that the guy dun love her because of some crappy reason..
but once you cry, scream ,slid, and bite, we will be ok.. just good as new.. just that our emotion have been hurt for awhile.. so for guys who are reading my post, remember this..
if you hurt a girl, please dun leave her alone..
please go to her and tell her sorry.. tell her the reasons..
explain to her.. and nothing will happen.. please dun wait for her to realize.. or else, it will be too late..
haix..
after reading all the crap above..
i dun think you still get the picture right??
hahax

actually.. i dun get it to.. i just type any think i csn think of.
but thats the fact right??


haha any way, christmas is coming~
haha.. wish you a blessed christmas ya~
i wan prezzieeee

╱╳+     ▲╱  ╲ ╱╲ ☆         ☆     
╱╱ ◢◣+   ╳  ╲     ☆   
╱ +◢█◣  /    ╲☆   ☆  
☆ ◢██◣聖誕節  ˙˙˙ 
___▂▂█▂▂__預祝 聖誕節幸福快樂


Monday, 15 December 2008

Sunday, 30 November 2008

我真的好累

恭喜鬼鬼又破纪录了!!
鬼鬼终于又哭了整整三个月!
我真的累了。
好累好累
整天想你,
整天一闭上眼就会看到你。
为什么会这样??
我整天哭,整天酱...
完蛋了啦。
我真的没有勇气再面对现实了。
我好累哦

Saturday, 29 November 2008


this song is like my feeling actually..
its really fit my feeling..
try listen to the lyrics..
try to put yourself inside the story..
my situation is really in the whole MV..
here's the lyrics!!

還是會想他  何耀珊

在夜裡失眠, 在白天沉睡 
擺脫回憶跟隨
你給我安慰, 為我擦乾眼淚 
不問為何傷悲
我問我自己, 心中還藏著誰
你越溫柔我就越後悔

我還是會想他 想聽他笑我傻
雖然此刻心裡充滿掙扎
我還是會想他 還會心亂如麻
我承認我還沒忘了他 

你給我安慰, 為我擦乾眼淚 
不問為何傷悲
我問我自己, 心中還藏著誰
你越溫柔我就越後悔

我還是會想他 想聽他笑我傻
雖然此刻心裡充滿掙扎
我還是會想他 還會心亂如麻
我承認我還沒忘了他


你有他的單純 也有他的複雜
你的一切讓我覺得像他
而我只能裝傻
至少你的擁抱很像他


我還是會想他 想聽他笑我傻
雖然此刻心裡充滿掙扎
我還是會想他 還會心亂如麻
我承認我還沒忘了他


yea.. i admit.. 
i just cant forget him.. just cant put him off my mind..
我就像一只被放弃的宠物。
失去了主人。
一直忠心的等待他的归来。
我真的好怕。好怕失去我自己。
秋燕就像mv里的sun。
而我就像里面的病人。他们的情况。
被丢掉,被放弃。
一直欺骗自己。一只告诉自己他会回来。
一直抱着一丝的希望。
我想哭。可是却找不到理由哭。
谁可以来告诉我为什么会这样?
如果你看到了,
请不要逃避我的问题。
请回答它。
鬼鬼



Sunday, 16 November 2008

鬼鬼回来咯!
这个月发生了很多事。
也无所谓啦。
生病了。
希望能早点好吧~
哦对。我最近在姐的店帮忙可能都不能去找你们了。
要想我哦~



BabyDoYouKnowHowMuch
ILoveYou?HowMuchIMissYou?
IJustCantFaceTheRealityTillNow.
IJustWantYouBack
CanI?

Saturday, 8 November 2008

2 days 1 nite @ ubin

DAY 1.
learn how to catch mosquito with both hands and 1 hands.

@ nite.. around 1.45 am, i was being sent to the medic room...

DAY2.
learn how to apply calamine lotion and know how to identify mozzie bites and sand flies bite..

was sent back to mainland @ 6.45pm.
reach home ard 7.30pm.

Thursday, 6 November 2008

sian.. nothing to blog...
GOING FOR ATC on fri...
wait for me yea~
will be back on sun

Monday, 20 October 2008

午安呀各位地球人~
鬼鬼来咯
今天鬼鬼来到自己的部落格第一眼就看到一些非常机车的人
鬼鬼不晓得为什么他们会如此的神经。
每一次都要找鬼鬼的麻烦。
好把就酱晚上在续吧~
鬼鬼回来咯~
刚才和爸爸去吃东西~
还好啦~
然后去订蛋糕。
因为明天是鬼鬼的生日
呵呵~
记得要发简讯给我哦~
就酱
拜拜

Wednesday, 15 October 2008

鬼鬼的电话前几天进了医院。
现在终于出院了~
健健康康~
鬼鬼我想现在鬼鬼该担心的事是否鬼鬼能上中三
希望老师们能替鬼鬼说几段好话好让我上去吧~

Saturday, 11 October 2008

i feel soo sad nw..
feel like cryin..
dunno why...
zzz
hahahaha
went kbox-in with diane and gerald...
hahhaha..
siao lo..
then cg..
zzz
haix
feel like i am goin crazy..
i wan to know why i feel like this..
which is wad i feel every time..
there is somethin i dun dare to say and i kept it inside my heart for long....
我也不知道为什么。
就是没有勇气
我想把我要说的东西说出来。可是,我始终找不到那个勇气。
想哭,可是却找不到理由哭
曾经把自己自我封闭。欺骗自己。
我一只想跟你说一声宝贝我爱你。可是...
为什么我还是振作不起来?
不是说要过一个新的生活吗?
结果呢?
哭的人是我,我伤心的人也是我。
你知道我在讲谁。
不需要我把名字写下来吧?
我不了解你。也不知道你再想什么。
你从来不告诉我。问你也不说。我担心你,而你却说你没事。
你是到每一次你说你没事,我就越担心吗?
这段时间辛苦了。

我在也笑不出来了。
鬼鬼

Thursday, 9 October 2008

哈咯~
鬼鬼回来了~
鬼鬼多11 天就14岁咯。
可是好像都不开心呢
因为那天应该没人会陪我吧。
爸和姐出国,哥在台湾还没回来。
怎么办?????????????????????
找谁??
你啊??
不可能。
lol...
哈哈哈哈
想一想还有谁呢?
argh stupidddd....
on 17,18,19 oct gt CAMPPPP
sadded..
have to miss church again..
haix...
tsk...
鬼鬼好像又要生病了~
咳~
鬼鬼觉得自己好像的了精神分裂症。
表面好像很坚强,其实鬼鬼我心里的痛苦和伤感是你们无法了解的。
因为鬼鬼我自己也不了解。。

=。=
好啦今天就写到这里。记得在十月二十一日的那一天跟鬼鬼说生日快乐噢

TAGS REPLYY
9 Oct 08, 00:21
wq: u die liao 21/10/08 bday BASH^-^
不要吧
8 Oct 08, 14:28
Lionel: Hello hello! my blog is finally done.. link me ya?www.the-whatever-man.blogspot.com thanks!
7 Oct 08, 22:34
Gerald: Hey! lols.. I meant i noe thrs prob with my html code.. but i dunnoe what is the prob of the code xD
加油!慢慢地去寻找你的答案吧~
7 Oct 08, 17:49
Lionel: hello.. tag me everyday.. hahaha :D
7 Oct 08, 17:44
chew: hey take care of yourself! Don't fall sick. Go see the doctor if you need! And btw, your existence matters k!!! You are so important to me, and everyone in the cg. Love ya!! :)

爱你啦~不要担心。鬼鬼没事
6 Oct 08, 17:52
ZiTinG.: Liink-ed. ;D
好~
5 Oct 08, 22:18
ShengMei: y0y0 ! b0 tagged mine bl0g de x.x
不是写了吗
5 Oct 08, 21:56
Lionel: lols.. its still under beta... only you and shengmei noe nia. haha! wed den offically open.. lols!
是哦
5 Oct 08, 02:47
kuohao: rawwwww
=。=你无聊阿
4 Oct 08, 00:57
chew: BIG tag! heys! Don't so emo lehs! cheer up!!
好好~

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

鬼鬼肚子饿了

唷!各位先生女士们你好~
鬼鬼回来咯~很高兴的是考试终于过去了~
哈哈~
鬼鬼发现一件很神奇的是哦~
就是鬼鬼不知道是喜欢还是讨厌一个人耶
鬼鬼觉得好复杂哦
哈哈。。
鬼鬼肚子好饿噢
zzz.. 我快昏了~
看到chewww 的留言好感动~
我家的五只鼠鼠怪怪的。。。
一只emo,两只打架要隔开,只剩一对夫妻
哈哈哈哈哈
鬼鬼疯了
你们会不会觉得鬼鬼很寂寞啊?
哎哟。。。不懂啦。。
不管啦!
鬼鬼只知道多十二天鬼鬼就长大了~
好期待~
不过今年因该没人会记得我吧~
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Wednesday, 1 October 2008

傻蛋,
你要照顾你自己。我不能在你后面帮你了
要学会长大,学会看外面的世界
不能再和你在一起了。
你要学会放弃,要懂得怎么面对未来。
你选择的路我不能为你作出什么改变。
我们只能告诉你该怎么做。不能教你怎么做。
你的路你的未来,你自己选吧。
在这只能告诉你一件事。
加油傻蛋!!!!!!!!
went to cwp with sharon... supposing to study de..
then lib never open.. then go eat, shop, jiu go home le..

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

finish my art le.. glazin everythin..
but i juz havent finish crying..
trying to forget you by pressuring myself to STUDY math.. everyday..
unbelievable rite??
VIVIAN ANG ACTUALLY STUDY MATH EVERY SINGLE DAY..
sianz..
yea.. so wad?? i cried every single day??
i no need YOU ALL DE SUAN-ING 
my eye swell.. so??
my voice change.. so??
i become more slack in school.. so?? need you all to care ma??
thank you chew,diane,chika and selina for your care and concern..
wo mei shi.. 
its like me losing my 2 arms suddenly.. so painful..
but i will still wait for my little arms to grow back maybe in a few years or maybe weeks time..
hahax..

BTW... SONG LEE GOT NEW CRUSH LE..
hahaha... JY JIO-ING

-.-

Tuesday, 9 September 2008

have been cryin for so many nite
tired le..
i noe there isnt any more chance for him to return back my side anymore
DO YOU KNOW THAT I AM REALLY TIRED??
i cry every single nite since that day..
till now its already goin to be like 3 weeks le..
yet i am still cryin dunno for wad..
why am i still havin this 1 % of hope inside my heart??
hopin that you will come back and live inside my heart again..
hopin that you will say you love me again..
dream lai de.. its impossible..
why are you the only guy who make me cry EVERY NITE??
why??
i am very weak now.. please dun blast me with any more pressure le..
PLEASE.....




i wan see you for the last time before you go into NS..
i wan hear you sing again for the last time...
is it possible??

Monday, 8 September 2008

i found out tat i had this habit of online-ing and to type blog's URL in side my URL bar..
dunno why... i stop reading my buddy's blog.. and dunno why i always go to someone's blog and cry over there..
yes i cried everytime i visited that blog...
reading de last message... or even hear songs like yang cong or even wo bu pei, i will cry..
and also bu neng shuo de mi mi...
dun dare to tag or wad ever...
afraid that you will hate me...
why am i crying for you every single night??
why??
i cant sleep too..
why...
since crying cant make me feel tired anymore... maybe....
haix...
why am crying sooo hard??
because of HIM??
i dunno... 
many said that i should forget him and let him go..
dont you all ever think how painful it was??
the hurt.. everything.. 
only care about ownself nt others.. only know how to use words to hurt ppl..
nanei??なぜ??
皆がiをまだ知っているように彼を愛しなさい。 私によっては彼が私を残してほしくない。しかしそれは事実である。as everyone noe.. i still love him.. i dun wan him to leave.. but thats de fact he going in for his national service..
私はなぜ叫ぶことここにだけか。いるか。
but WHY am i crying here alone??

Saturday, 6 September 2008

"i will TRY my best to be strong"
looking that quote on top.. i feel that that rather IMPOSSIBLE..
dunno why.....

Monday, 1 September 2008

this will gonna be a very long post.. read it or dont..
i always wondered why he wanna let me go.. but i still cant find the answer..
Why must we let go of each other? why cant you accept the fact that i still love you??
This might be touching..  but you know wad??
i dont mind shedding for you.. cause i know that just 1 day, you will regret hurting me and you will regret letting me go..
you hurt me sooo badly but what can i do other than sitting here crying and waiting for you??
i cant steal your heart and i cant make you love me.. 
I'm sitting here all by myself just trying my best to stop thinking of you.. 
trying my very best not to pick up that penknife to slit myself..
trying my very best to cope it but do you know what situation i am right now??
Even when i close my eyes, i saw your image..
in class..
cant even concentrate in what i am suppose to learn..
cried in toilets, on my bed..
missing  you every second.. wanting you to be by my side..
looking at your photo in my phone..
missing you..
i dunno why i feel like this towards you.. i dont feel like that when i have break- ups with other guys..
你怎么连话都说不清楚
那温柔的痛我记得清楚
他站在我的面前
你经过我的身边
忽然之间心里又难过
为什么...
为什么我会有这种感觉?为什么我回一次的又一次地为你哭泣?
我不知道。
也不想知道。
我只想躲在一旁看着你,看着你没事的样子我就心满意足了。
你知道我很难过吗?我的心有多痛吗?
我想哭可是始终还是哭不出。
我想把我的心情唱出来,可是唱不出。
我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸,
寻找我最爱的人在那里?
在慌乱中,搬箱倒柜寻找记忆。
 有一种爱的曾经住在我心里,
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣,
不懂爱情,我的心如此无力
最后我们分开了虽然还是朋友。
可是你知道做会朋友的情人想摆脱关系不太容易吗?
i got no strength to talk or to type anything out nw..
i only wann to cry..
missing you..
><
3 words 8 letters..
I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
I WANT YOU..

Wednesday, 27 August 2008

NBZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
tired.............
stress up................
haix.........
today mr yeo ms yeo say i v. gd neh..
mr yeo clap hand for me.. hee~ cause on time finish MATH homework and EVERYTHING CORRECT!!!!!! woohoo~
then during art..
ms yeo ask de class who wanna do clay today..
only abit of the girls did.. then i stand with de one havent finish work de lo..
then ms yeo say :'see now can see which one is good and which one is bad.. The BEST STUDENT, yiting had already finish her work long ago.. see.. then very PAISEH lo.. upper sec walk past look at me.. lolx
but i nt taking art la..
i TAke D AND T instead..
hahah
stay back and help that little baby finish her art..
MRS KAREN ONG came and ask me how come i never tell her wei tian is my brother.. i was like huh??
haha..
know quite alot of things from her..
wahlao..
like that 1 more teacher know me liao.. WTH..
almost MOST the teacher know me in school.. i am much more popular than de bad student..
wah........
SIAO LIAO...








i dun wan to think of you anymore.. i want to start again.. but your image keep
on poping out in my dream.. boy,
i miss you..
take care of yourself..
dun fall ill..
if really sick must go see doctor.. even if your house got alot of medi, but doctor is still de best..
好想你不停止,好想你我爱你
你要好好照顾你自己懂吗?
loves,
Princess sumi

Sunday, 17 August 2008

lol..............................
sad lurr..
today as usual..
late again..
gomenai~
bu shi gu yi de..
then dint talk ever since we broad de bus..
majiam cold war like that..
><
after service then go home de shi hou in bus took my ipod back..
FOUND something that shouldn't be there..
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
erxin lo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
wanna an explanation from him..
message him.. think he zzz ba.. message him @ 7.30pm
he reply lo..
ask me RELAX..
lol
chua tio lo..
i emo de whole day sia..............
haix..
nvmmm
mit lulu for movie~ XD
12 lotus..
nt bad actually..
but abit long lo..
then lu and i brought a lolipop before we went in...
even after de movie i haven finish de candy sia...
o.0
haix...








i PROMISE NOT TO BE LATE ANYMORE..

Saturday, 16 August 2008

change blog skin le..
sian sian...
sick sick..
yesteday night... dint sleep..
watch video watch till 4am..
sms baby~
he CALL me instead of replying de sms. you also very cute lo x3...
but dunno wad happen.. you told me you might be going in before my bdae...
i tried my best to be as Optimistic as i can.
ACTING BLUR asking how neh~ go in lea~sad nuh~
but i know that something gonna happen........
我表面很坚强.. 其实心里是很脆弱的
wo biao mian hen jian qiang.. qi shi xin li hen cui ruo de..


私がいかに望むかケントは、星を見るために私に伴うことができる
貴重なケント、私は愛する

Friday, 15 August 2008


after reading your blog, i know it's my turn to blog and say something...
many of you all might think i am emo-ing...
but i tell you.. this is serious to me...
i decided to post it out here.. not because i wanna show off or wad ever..
but i wanna tell you that even if you let me go, i will never 4get wad we did or maybe wad you said to me....
since you are going in for your national service,
i am also prepared for the worst.
i know this will come any time..
i can sense it well..
i know that it is impossible for me to ask you to stay and dun go..
but.......
haix........
i can say that i really enjoy this......
and let me TELL YOU...
if i can wait for that stupid for 2 years,
i believe i can wait till someone comes back..
i tell you all before hand arh.........
i won't do anything foolish this time....
but i will try my best to cope it.......
我不必装可悲来得到你们的安慰,其实我真得很快乐......
princess sumi

Wednesday, 6 August 2008

親愛なる赤ん坊、幸せな1つの月記念日親愛なる赤ん坊、幸せな1つの月記念日
親愛なる赤ん坊、幸せな1つの月記念日親愛なる赤ん坊、幸せな1つの月記念日
친애하는 아기, 행복한 1개 달 기념일 사랑해요.친애하는 아기, 행복한 1개 달 기념일 사랑해요.
사랑해요.
finally 1 mth lerr~
taadaa~
^o^
receive prezzie frm RR..
hahhahahahha
smile de whole day till BAOXIN SAY I SORT DE..
hee~ cant blame me wor..
hee~
love ya~
사랑해요.

Sunday, 27 July 2008

humm..
hi all..haix..
having headache since thursday..
HAVEN RECOVER..
feeling soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick..
tired..
tomoro dunno need to stay for wad KNS activity..
why sia..
i wan go home zzz lea.. if not go mit someone..
haix..
let me share with you all SOME stupid things our school had arranged..
on monday..
first lesson..
Chinese..(1hr)
Science/physic(1hr)
Music(1hr)
SELF_STUDY(1/2hr)
recess
HomeEcon(1 1/2 hr)
Math(1 hr)
school ends @ 1410 hrs
well you see arh.. many of us think that the study period is a waste of time..
half hour chit chatting..
teacher do their own stuff..
and somemore we dont really DO our work in class.. we did it at home wad..
why is there a need to have study period??
and sometime we KENA stay back by teacher for no reasons.
stay till like maybe 5 -6pm??
come on la..
WE ARE ALIVE..
NOT LIKE ROBOTS..
no need to rest and do work de..
DOCTOR SAY I MUST REST ENOUGHT.
but..
i got family problem..
mum stressing me for no reason..
dad no problem with him la..
brother..
haix..
when i am sick and only my family doctor can cure me..
he dun allow me to visit the family doc.. instead he wanna me go to polyclinic..
i go there like 6 times a month still not well..
1 trip $10..
6 trips $60
1 trip to family doc $30..
wtf.
why cant he just think??
nvm.. drop that topic..
haix..
todae after service..
baby went home..
i went shopping for my FOOD..
taadaa~
then EMO abit..
dunno wad to do..
think alot of things..
haix..
feel like dying..
feel like crying..
i feel like giving up every thing..
but..
i still got alot of things to do lea..
this feeling..
i dunno how to put it in words also..
i feel like doing the same thing my mom did it few years ago..
haix..
why cant you all put yourselve into others ppl's shoe??
think only for yourself..
have you all ever see me crying hard in front of you all??
no right..
cause, i cant..
if i cry, i will be "killed" by my enermys..
我累了。。
对你们来说,我可能很坚强。
不过你们从知道过着这种生活的感觉吗?
我很想放弃这一切。我不想再当你们的“大姐”照顾你们。
也不想距续演这一场戏。
我需要休息了。
你们千万不要忘记我哦。
this is a non ending drama..
i need some one to give me a ending and to produce a new drama..
i need a director..
a voice recorder..
a camera man..




my burden is heavy till i cannot carry it all by myself..
dear god..
ever since when i am in GLBPC,
you told me to reach out to you..
but..
i really dunno how..
my burden is too heavy for me..
seriously..
i am sick..
i need you..
now in CHC, you told me that you are able..
yes.. i know.. GOD IS ABLE..
but..
when can i drop all this burden and start it all over again??
the road i am traveling is still so dangerous..
i am going so sick..
i am filled with worries..
i cant really cope with all this things happening to me all at 1 go..
i know its a chellenge you gave me..
a test on trust..
i feel like ending my own life..
but if i die, wad will happen??
haix..

Thursday, 24 July 2008

hi all.
i'm absent from school todae..
went to see doc..
doc says:"you arh.. you are undergoing too much stress.."
he ask me:"are you having alot of activities this few weeks?"
yupp..
seriously.. i am sick.. having too much stress..
have to prepare for national day parade, investiture..
and also my studies..
mr yeo is rushing me too much things..
i am those 'slow' kinda of student.
nw.. alot of activities.. i dun even have the time to do homework, revise my upcoming test,
have a good lunch/dinner, a good sleep too..
haix..
i dun really feel like continuing being a councillor.
or maybe.. my CCA.. but.. sign contract le.. cant quit CCA.
nvm..
but if i quit councillor, wad will happen to my class??
being the only councillor in class, my teacher really set their expectation KNN high..

i am sick.. really sick.. alot of things happen at home..
i am really tired and dun want to care about it anymore..
i wan to stop all the"acting".
stop the "drama".. 
i really wanna a break..
humm.. 
who can help me??
i prayed to god..
but..
no answer..
i know god have plant a seed inside me.. 
it is still growing..
but now the young plant seems to wither..
why is that so??
the reason is... because there is no sun..
No one can go back and make a brand new start..
But one can start from now and make a brand new ending.
God didn't promise days without pain
but he did promise strength for the day.
comfort for the tears, 
and light for the way.
haix..
he did plan to give me a good future..
but..
did i appreciate it??
did i accept the truth of my life??
did i ever accept my own self even in the beginning??
Tell you wad..
i am TRYING my very best to accept..
but i just cant..
i need support from you all..
really..
alright..
i shall stop all the emo-ing..
today.. went to see doc with lulu..
haix..
then b4 that, someone seems to be so angry cause i dint go school today..
i never pon school lo..
really sick..
haix..
then walk all the way from cwp to lulu house.. then from lulu house to 768..
then from 768 to my home..
walk in de rain.. 
i think got cry abit la..
haha...
dunno why..



Tuesday, 22 July 2008

tired~

hihihi..
todae reach home around 6.50pm..
had my rehearsal..
my meetings...
haix..
tired..
my schedule is fully packed.. i dont even have the time to talk to him..
sorry neh.. hope you can understand..
tomorrow..
free~
no meeting no nothing..
can go find someone..
hee~
wo hao qi dai~
hee~
i tell you all my schedule first ba..
this week and next week de..

Date

activities

Date

Activities

24/7

Dance and singing practice.

1/8

NPCC

25/7

Photo taking with councilors and NPCC

2/8

Saturday

26/7

SATURDAY~

3/8

Sunday

27/7

SUNDAY~

4/8,5/8,6/8

NOT SURE

28/7

Singing session with councilors

7/8

Councilor investiture

29/7

Rehearsal

8/8

NPCC national day parade.(not confirm)

31/7

rehearsal

see.. i dun even have time for TUITION..
i need to have my tuition asap la..
math is getting more diff..
dying soon..
i NEED HELP...
i dun even know wad de f*ck mr yeo talking lo..
i dun understand..
I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haix..
i might neglect you my dear..
please understand that higher chance we might only able to mit on sunday and Wednesday.
PLeASE dun feel like i ignore you.. i feel bad also..
haix..
too packed le..
i need to learn to "breath".
not enough oxygen..
but too much carbon dioxide..
haix...
i need a plant or something that will take away all the CO2.
and provide me oxygen..
for those who know me, i bet you should know wad am i talking about..
hee~


can you be the plant and help me by absorbing all the carbon dioxide and provide me with oxygen??
can you??


MS ANG IS DEAD=x

too tired le..
sian..

also to all readers,
if i throw my temper at you,
please forgive me..
i might get too
stressed UP and go CRAZY..

Friday, 11 July 2008

hihi~
MS ANG IS SICK~
taadaa~
haixx..
sianzz..
haiz..
nthing to blog also.. sianz..

Sunday, 29 June 2008

hey all.. long time no blog liao~
NPCC SYF OC end liao~
miss you all sia~
hahax..
i also got gan qing de lea..
haix..
suppose to go for night cycle on friday night..
then de NPCC debrief
hai me cannot go night cycle..
and also made kent,lionel,gerald and alot of ppl WAIT for me for 2 hrs..
ps neh~
X=
also i will miss the following ppl~
XUNFANG~
ALEX~
HUIMIN~
JOYCE~
XIN TIAN~
XIN YI~
and all de supporting cont. AS WELL AS all the sirs and mdms~
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Wednesday, 11 June 2008

saw alot of ppl @ 768 todae..
CHEW-ing gum having camp...
taadaa~ ermm..
i dunno lea.. nothing haappen todae..
taadaa~

Saturday, 7 June 2008

BOOHOO~
i have been chatting with CHEW-ing gum for the past 3 night.
know alot abt him and the others..
aiya.. got alot laas..
(skip)(skip)
hahax
update next time ba..
i siao liao.. hahax..
hahahahahahahahhaha

Saturday, 31 May 2008

hey guys..
i've decided to FORGET EVERY THING and RESTART..
so i need you all derr help..
TRY NOT TO REMIND ALL THEIR NAMES INFRONT OF ME..
thanks..
LOVES,
Princess Sumi

Friday, 11 April 2008

a very nice story...

Two friends were traveling together through the desert,
and at one moment in their journey,
they quarreled over a foolish issue.
One turned around and slapped his partner on his face.
The other, quite offended, without uttering a word sat down and wrote on the sand:"
Today my best friend slapped me on the face!"
They kept their travels and finally arrived at on oasis where they decided to take a rest.
The one that had been slapped and offended quickly jumped in the water.
The water was dipper than he thought and,
not knowing how to swim, he began to drawn.
His friend,without a minute of hesitation,
ran to the shore, jumped in and swam to his rescue.
Pulling him out of water,
hechecked his breathing and took a towel and covered his friend's shoulders with it.
Once recovered from his near death experience,
the friend that had previously been slapped,
one more time sat on the sand near a large flat rock where he chiseled
: "Today my bestfriend saved my life!"
His friend quiet surprised asked him,
"Why did you first write in the sand that I slapped you but now
you chiseled in the rock that I saved your life?
With a big smile friend replied,"Whena good friend offends me,
I let changing sands of time erase the incident; but a good friend risks his life
or does something from his heart for me, I make sure that time does not erase it nor forget it."


well.. i think most of us have to learn from this story.. as i think many of us always forgot how our best fwen had treat us..
learn from this short story and i will continue to post more story.. hahas

Sunday, 6 April 2008

I ♥ my life now..
i ♥ you also..
(=

Saturday, 5 April 2008

CAMP CRAFT GIRLS GOT 3RD IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo~
guys, nt bad lah..
7..
hahaha
so happie and sad at the same time..
no one to share the joy with me..
=.=

私たちは3日には、全体のシンガポールへ... woohoo 〜
전체에서 우리가 3 일 싱가포르 ...

Thursday, 3 April 2008

i miss those dayz when you are with me...
you held my hand and i held yours..
your words,you yourselve..
i just cant forget all of them.. whenever i see you..
even when i close my eye, i saw your images,
your very warm hand held my cold hand...
the warmth that that you gave me will never forget..
even though you did something terrible to me,
i dun really mind lerr..
all i wan is you..
i miss ya...
can we go back to derr past??
with you holding my hand and say something
that encourage me again??
will you??

Friday, 1 February 2008

今天生病了。很想念你们。。haix...虽然还可以出门不过................
是blur blur的lo。事情是这样的。。在礼拜一...
被送进保健室........躺了 4-5 小时。。很久哦..
然后昨晚去看医生......医生开的两张MC...一个是excuse PE的。另一个是MC。
在早上到中午之间会blur blur的。中午到旁晚没事。旁晚到晚上blurblur的...
吃了药肚子会肿。脸是因为生病中的更厉害。。
chinese new year comming...
take gd care of yourself ..
dun like me...
here swollen there got problem..
ok??
promise me to take gd care of yourself..
love ya
yiting<3