Sunday, 27 July 2008
having headache since thursday..
feeling soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick..
tomoro dunno need to stay for wad KNS activity..
i wan go home zzz lea.. if not go mit someone..
let me share with you all SOME stupid things our school had arranged..
HomeEcon(1 1/2 hr)
school ends @ 1410 hrs
well you see arh.. many of us think that the study period is a waste of time..
half hour chit chatting..
teacher do their own stuff..
and somemore we dont really DO our work in class.. we did it at home wad..
why is there a need to have study period??
and sometime we KENA stay back by teacher for no reasons.
stay till like maybe 5 -6pm??
come on la..
WE ARE ALIVE..
NOT LIKE ROBOTS..
no need to rest and do work de..
DOCTOR SAY I MUST REST ENOUGHT.
i got family problem..
mum stressing me for no reason..
dad no problem with him la..
when i am sick and only my family doctor can cure me..
he dun allow me to visit the family doc.. instead he wanna me go to polyclinic..
i go there like 6 times a month still not well..
1 trip $10..
6 trips $60
1 trip to family doc $30..
why cant he just think??
nvm.. drop that topic..
todae after service..
baby went home..
i went shopping for my FOOD..
then EMO abit..
dunno wad to do..
think alot of things..
feel like dying..
feel like crying..
i feel like giving up every thing..
i still got alot of things to do lea..
i dunno how to put it in words also..
i feel like doing the same thing my mom did it few years ago..
why cant you all put yourselve into others ppl's shoe??
think only for yourself..
have you all ever see me crying hard in front of you all??
cause, i cant..
if i cry, i will be "killed" by my enermys..
this is a non ending drama..
i need some one to give me a ending and to produce a new drama..
i need a director..
a voice recorder..
a camera man..
my burden is heavy till i cannot carry it all by myself..
ever since when i am in GLBPC,
you told me to reach out to you..
i really dunno how..
my burden is too heavy for me..
i am sick..
i need you..
now in CHC, you told me that you are able..
yes.. i know.. GOD IS ABLE..
when can i drop all this burden and start it all over again??
the road i am traveling is still so dangerous..
i am going so sick..
i am filled with worries..
i cant really cope with all this things happening to me all at 1 go..
i know its a chellenge you gave me..
a test on trust..
i feel like ending my own life..
but if i die, wad will happen??
Thursday, 24 July 2008
Tuesday, 22 July 2008
Dance and singing practice.
Photo taking with councilors and NPCC
Singing session with councilors
NPCC national day parade.(not confirm)