Saturday, 21 December 2013

遺憾

有些人生的遺憾,不是能說放就放…

Friday, 6 December 2013

Summary i remember

好久沒po文章了,
這幾個月發生了好多事,
有開心的,想念的,白癡的,幻想的,最後,傷心的.
開心的:-九月,跟紅豆老爸和哥哥遊台灣,
十月:-大小姐我生日,然後跟肥的飛普吉島,
11月:-紅豆老爸跟寶貝琪琪生日,
然後跟表姊又飛普吉島..
白癡的:在琪琪生日那天,遇到了很多人,也發生了很多白癡的事情.有很氣的,也有開心的
幻想的:一直夢到老爸的歌在頭裡打轉還有歌台...
想念的: 果凍寶寶一直來找我,搞到我全身一塌糊塗...也在重新了解些好久沒有遇到的感覺...
傷心的:惠惠的媽媽,離開我們了.她是一個很疼很疼大家的一個好媽媽, 她的離開,的確帶給了大家很多的遺憾.特別對惠惠而言,少了一個支柱.不過既然我答應了你老媽會照顧好你,我一定做到.感觸的確很多,也要接受事實.大家要一起加油喔!

Thursday, 5 September 2013

Missing memories

Come back to me and tell me when are u coming back... I'll wait for you.. this time, I'm gonna hold you and never let you slipped away from me...<3

I miss chuuu~

Monday, 8 July 2013

惹不起

This is the first and i can say is the most and ultra worst PMS I ever encounter ever since the jelly period.. Feeling fucked up...
I must admit... I miss the times when I can just blast, go crazy. Give people attitude due to hormones changes.. Ha! Oh well, I must say, people around me can tolerate me super well.. I'm just wondering how long more can they tolerate me in the future... :)

I Know You Love Me:)
Your princess


Friday, 7 June 2013

Wednesday, 15 May 2013

Tuesday, 7 May 2013

Fucked up

I cried. Feeling so fucked up again.. Yet I don't know why. All I felt was just pain inside me.. Not really sure about the reason though... It hurts somehow. Somehow I feel that things died down.. The bond, the relationship..
Indeed. I felt lonely. I really do feel that you changed somehow.. You're not the one that I know.. 或者應該說,我們對彼此的瞭解其實也沒有很深...
It's all my fault.. Cause we started off to fast... When The basic is not really there yet... But I can't let alone this feeling too! Cause its no longer my problem or yours.. It's OUR problem.. We gotta really face it and stop avoiding like kids do! (though I'm 1 still)
Ahhh... Enough of ranting...
What ever it is.. Just to let you guys know.. Or rather.. Just a reminder... This is my blog, I can say what ever I want.. And I'm a girl still! So don't be a idiot and totally forget about this!

And puipui! If you happen to read this post.. Just to let u know, at times when I start to cry, I don't need anything, all I need, is just a hug..

Lastly..
Oyasuminasai;)

Saturday, 13 April 2013

I'm sorry

I'm sorry' I'm really sorry!
To actually have to face the fact.. That I have to do this to you, to myself. This is painful. How am I gonna take this pain all by myself! I really don't want this to happen. Baby, If you see this... Can I don't choose that path instead? It's too painful to imagine that because of my selfish decision, our future, I have to do this. I really don't want to! It's the most painful decision to make.. It's really painful

Sunday, 31 March 2013

沒什麼特別的感想

我覺得,兩個人既然要分,就要分的乾脆一點。不要拖泥帶水...
I went back to pub to work, met many different people from different background. From the rich to normal person, People Waiting for enlistment, very emotional girls, people who can't drink yet wanna drink, what ever u can think of. I really do believe in this phrase 人不可貌相, in English, never judge a book by its cover. Everyone is different. Just like you and me.
I've met genius, 歌神, very emotional people while working! Not to mention, awesome people too! The one who really care, the one who tells me not to give up On things that don't come easily. The one who made me believe in myself, gave me the attention I want, build my self esteem, make it higher... I gotta admit.. I'm quite a complicated girl. I just wanna get away from all this shit and cuddle in bed. BLAH BLAH BLAH~
其實上面講醬多,也沒有用〜 我只想擺脫掉一切,從新開始!but den.... it seems so difficult.
i really don't dare to open myself into a new relationship... I'm just kinda waiting for the right person to appear... hmm... maybe... i should take this time and have a good rest, enjoy myself...


Thursday, 7 March 2013

Octopus and jellyfish

I think... Octopus were kinda cute... Jellyfish too! What do you think? Hahha.. Okay... I'm bored...
Here's a pic of me during CNY2013:) day 1! Lovesss

Wednesday, 6 February 2013

不敢哭

我比誰都清楚,你的心還為她守護。因為不想認輸所以我不敢哭

Sunday, 13 January 2013

Us back then

Maybe... We're not meant to be...
You know.. How much I've been wanting to care, how much I wanna be by your side to take care of you. Especially when she's not around, hoping that I can help you overcome everything! You said that I'm spooky, yes I am. I took note of everything I see. You being emotional, you being alone, wanna vent your emotion, your anger, everything! I simply don't want you to feel that you're alone, don't want you to feel emotional! I simply just care! Just like few years ago, all I wanted was you! being you! Not being someone that I don't even know! Not the one that keeps everything to yourself, neglecting everything! Your life or what ever! Maybe as a friend, I shouldn't have said this. All I want is you being okay, not missing her, and to overcome what ever u're facing! It true, that I'm going crazy over you. Going crazy because of your emotions. It affect me alot. I tried to hide it but i simply can't! I'm losing myself! So as you! I really hope that you can get this into your head, that she is not coming back to you cause she's enjoying herself! I really don't want to see you get hurt again! After so much things happened! Maybe, just like what I said in the beginning, we're not meant to be....

Thursday, 3 January 2013

first post in 2013

HEY YA~SORRY FOR THE LATE POST:)
FIRST, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!
JUST A QUESTION TO ALL OF YOU, HOW YOU SPEND YOUR 2012 CHRISTMAS?
TO BE TRUE, I DINT ENJOY MINE, I DID NOT RECEIVE ANY GIFT, DINT MANAGE TO DO ANY GIFT EXCHANGE:( ANYWAYS, I MET UP WITH SOME OLD FRIENDS HERE AND THERE, GOING OUT SHOPPING! 
THE REST IS/ARE/WAS/WERE BORING:/
WELL... NOT ALL OF THEM WAS:)
I SOMEHOW ENJOYED MYSELF.. HOW ABOUT YOU?