I'm sorry' I'm really sorry!
To actually have to face the fact.. That I have to do this to you, to myself. This is painful. How am I gonna take this pain all by myself! I really don't want this to happen. Baby, If you see this... Can I don't choose that path instead? It's too painful to imagine that because of my selfish decision, our future, I have to do this. I really don't want to! It's the most painful decision to make.. It's really painful